I live alone cano't join my family bec of some dispute,wife servicing as techer, i have two daughters & a son.

My wife's family is iliterate but well to do family, They earned mony from textile business, they are very proudy persons,they tell me we can buy all the things by money, I don't want their money,because I have a good service, I earn Rs. 15000/- p.m. Last 4 years i am living alone, I am 52 yrs old , now it is very difficult to live without my childerns. Can you guide me how to solw my personal problem? If it is solwed, i will not forget your kindness throughout my whole life. Thanking you